Chud blog

log 2

So it's been like a month and Mark(mom's fiance) in going to therapy finally but thats not relevent to this log, my friend broke up with her bf and asked if she could stay the night at my place so she wouldn't be alone and i've known this girl for 6 years like we housed her when she got kicked out for like a week. But it was like 9pm and my mom was out of town and i rlly wanted to just draw that night but babygirl needs me so i digress. Anyways she started freaking out screaming sobbing infront of me and my brother so i gave her a tiny piece of an edible to calm her down and it did, but while we were watching sml she asked for more so im like "sure whatever, bite off a small piece" AND THIS BITCH HAS THE GREAT IDEA OF BITING HALF OF IT OFF(this edible was 50g mind you) so I'm like "ok she's gonna agree out, but I probably shouldn't freak out in front of her because if I freak out then she's gonna start freaking out" bc shes a really anxious person. so I tell her that she took a lot, but she's gonna be fine and just to try to relax and we keep watching YouTube for like another hour and then she goes "smth isn't right this is bad" and i knew exactly was she was experiancing so i sit her down on my couch, get her some water and say "hey it's gonna be OK. You're greening out right now but you'll be fine. This will pass in a couple of hours." and she asks if she's dying so I tell her no you can't overdose on weed but she doesn't believe me and starts hyperventalating CONVINCED this is the day she dies. then she goes "im calling 911" and every user knows the absolute worst thing you can do for greening is call 911. So i freak out i'm like "nooo tf u r not" and I tried to take her phone, but she wrestles me for it and then yells "YOUR TRYING TO KILL ME" then started praying to god she doesnt die while sobbing and throwing things so IM freaked out bc shes a hypochondriac so any small sensations that mean literally nothing she takes is her being sick like I keep my house at 67°(677777) and she's like "im getting chills"and then she looks at me dead ass and says "kitty i know this is the night i die PLEASE GOD GIVE ME MORE TIME"and while I'm trying to get my brother to get up and help me she calls her dad and tells him to call an ambulence. so now I'm pissed off beyond belief because I already know all they're gonna do is come over take her vitals calm her down a little bit and then be on their fucking merry way and the ONLY thing that is going to do for us is get us in trouble.when the EMTs arrive, I tell them she's just having a panic attack cause she took an edible and they did EXACTLY what I said they were gonna dothey calmed her down, took her vitals and left, and then she goes "dad you gotta take me to the hospital. Don't trust them. They're trying to kill me too"and at this point, I am just so done with this shit because not only did she pull up unexpectedly to my house, trash my room and eat all my food, but she also ate most of my edible called the fire department to my house and got us in troubleso as of right now, I told her I need a break and I'm not speaking to her because I'm just so pissed off.

log 1

my mom broke up with her fiance and hes a dick but i rlly like my stepgrandma and step brothers but my mom said we can't have any ties with them but at sum point i'm gonna ask my stepgrandma if we can still be friends bc were both writers who like history, trinkets and cats. I also got ALOTTT of edibles but their wayy to strong for me so their gonna last forever as long as i dont give them all out again. AND MY BIRTHDAT WAS DA 21ST im 17 nowwww im so uncccc and my discovery teachers got me my fav chips!(goat chips, they make my dih tingle) oh and my mama's ex pulled up and tried to get er to "go on a walk with him" so i got , my pepper spray just in case(he wanted to get back together) and when she said no he said hes gonna "make her life a living hell"soooo that was pretty baka chud sussy incelcore. BUT WHO CARES ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYY YAYYYY